Any particular things that you always get anxious about?
Waiting in lines is absolute torture for my anxiety. I sweat through my shirt and nearly faint regularly. It makes going to the grocery store really difficult, and it’s frustrating that I’ll never be able to go to theme parks.
Paperwork. It makes me want to hide in a hole.
I get that. Are you neurodiverse?
My long term girlfriend cheated on me. It was bad, I’m going to let her move on and not go into details. I couldn’t sleep in the bed we shared for months. When i tried (after months) I kept waking up terrified because she wasn’t in bed and I didn’t know where she was. It didn’t take long to remember but most of the time I wouldn’t sleep for a few days after and I felt like I wanted to puke most of the time. Couldn’t eat either. Hit the bottle hard. It’s a bit better but I wouldn’t wish these feelings on my worst enemy.
Meeting up with people somewhere. Bonus points for getting there first.
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