I am a 22 year old woman with CSBD aka “Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder”, ask me anything
Can you eli5 how this disorder manifests itself in you? Is this something that you’ve always ‘had’, but became more apparent post-accident? Or was it then that you became aware of it?
It developed over time. From when I started sexual feelings from age 9-10 until I was 15. I have an addictive personality and I have a very short time preference. I’m drawn to easy short term pleasure like alcohol, drugs and sex.
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No, I haven’t
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What lead to you being diagnosed with CSBD?
I started seeing a therapist after I got into an unfortunate accident. Maybe it’s the fact I’m always somewhat horny and it’s hard for me to focus on anything else other than sex/people I find attractive.
What’s your opinion on pineapple pizza?
Doesn’t go together
What about egg?
Where are the Epstein files?
What’s you favorite dinosaur?
The one with 500 teeth.
What’s your favorite potato based food?
Chips
Now that it has been identified, did it answer or resolve any past situations or incidents?
Do you see this disorder as an obstacle or problem still and will it cause you any problems or will you have to take any precautions going forward?
Does it bother you now that you know?
Do you feel that disorder is an appropriate label for it? Or maybe just how do you feel about it being labeled as a disorder?
Do you think your enjoyment of sex would be better or worse without it? And why if that’s not asking too much.
Hope that’s not too many questions, was trying to think of what someone else who might have it might be thinking of that stumbled upon this AMA.
Thanks for sharing!
How has it affected your perception of yourself?
I used to think that being this sexually active was normal. I now understand I have something fundamentally wrong with me and I need to find other things to occupy myself with.
This sounds so sad. I hope you manage to keep love for yourself. There’s nothing wrong with you. The universe just had to nerf you for being too awesome!
Thanks, the universe did a good job at that then
What behaviors or experiences caused you to explore the idea of it being disordered rather than just atypical? How was it disrupting your life?
As I’ve already said I didn’t know it was a disorder until I got help for unrelated reasons. Now that I look back it was unhealthy. It was all I could think of. I remember how I would get horny randomly and I would jerk off at least four-six six times a day…
I think most boys had phases with similar numbers.
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So marry a nice lady who also has ADHD. It works out great for us.
Are you sure an alien wizard hasn’t just cast a spell on you?
