Alrighty, I finally told her I know. So now maybe she’ll stop getting so angry, and I can keep focusing on trying to find a job, and making my resume better. I really screwed up giving up so often trying to please her, as I’ve got diddly squat for skills (for non-physical labor), so this is going to be hell. O_o.

Unless I can find a botanical garden that needs someone without skills that knows a lot about ferns, 🤣 .

Man, I have a lot of knowledge in my head, assembly & c programming, wiring up houses, woodworking (carpentry, design, etc), hell I bet I could have learned cad in just a few months, but alas, NOOOOOOO! I’m 50 now, me brain no learn well any more, and I’m in too much pain to be able to do much for the 8 hours needed. FFS! 😠

Ooh! Hmm! I’ll have to look into them.

And wouldn’t you know it, indeed now makes you enter in a phone number. I may not have this phone for long as it’s not under my name, 😶

I don’t know anyone, and all my family that I could live with would be about as bad as my wife has been to me. I do have that job lined up and a possible place to stay, which it turns out I may be able to do part time and afford the place, so I can attempt to get a remote job during it (as long as my pains don’t get too uncontrollable. Else, I’ll become a mindless zombie, 😶 and blow all my money on expensive food as I won’t be able to control my finances. The pains are really that extreme).

I’d like to, but I need a home first, and if I stayed here, I wouldn’t have the mental capacity to be able to perform a remote job, 😬 . So first things first, need money to pay for a place to stay. Then I can attempt that.

Ok, I could part with the HP pavillion and my toshiba laptop, as long as I had a place to put a desktop, but those two can’t be worth more than $150, $200 maximum.

These are things I was (sort of) allowed to collect over my working years. I was berated every time I saved money, so I had used these things as ways of attempting to make money. I just didn’t count on the home environment making that almost impossible.

OOOOH! I had completely forgotten about the things I’ve collected over the years (in preparation for the pains being too great to work)…I could always sell them on route somewhere.

I’ve got at least about $600 worth of Native American style flutes (total spent is much higher, though, and was planning on leaving them for my nieces and nephews).

Also, I’ve got a lot of tools, Makita cordless (eh, probably about $200, $450 at maximum. They are old), Sroll saw, belt sander, stationary belt sander, cheap drill press (Probably not worth more than $250 to $400…They are definitely not the best machines…Well, except for the two belt sanders, however, there both worth no more than about $80, O_o).

Math books, though, they’d only bring about $100 to $175 (Number theory, combinatorics, abstract, linear mostly).

What else do I have? Not my computers…Those are about the only things that my body allows me to enjoy regularly, 🙁 . I do have some miniature cat trees for dollhouses I used to make. If I can sell those at full price, en route, that could bring about $175.

So there’s a chance I could make it a month or two, 🤔 .

It’s just how she is. It’s pretty bad, as I can get into a lot o| trouble if I throw things away (as I am in just too much pain to go through all the stuff on the floors, counters, fridge).

The worst part is, she will clean, and the kids will help, but not with me here.

Erf! Spent a bit of time doing some cleaning today, and so…darn…sore…Fifty bucks says I haven’t done anything to her, though, and throw in another ten dollar bet as I’m certain she’ll get ticked that I put the sewing machine in my bedroom (not a lot of space in our house, but I make sure my work areas are kept decent).

Ok, I wanted to get this uploaded before my brain stops thinking about it. I wanted to show…erm…the path that I take to create/re-write the Mayan characters in a simplified script. You’ll see three titles: Stone (What was most often carved into stone), Codex (What was more predominately used in their books), and Mine (Which are the variants that I’m creating).

I’ll label these by their rows. So 1 will be the top row (and will include the codex form on what should be row 2), then row 2, 3, and 4.

1. You’ll note that the Codex form doesn’t look like Mine, as the Codex form would be too similar to other characters of Mine. The last two characters with Mine and with the Stone forms show how I came up with the design.
2. There’s probably no mystery how I designed Mine, as the Codex form is pretty much a copy of it.
3. Again, there’s probably no mystery how I designed Mine here, as well.
4. If you look at the affix (3rd character from the left), I took the circular part of the bottom, and only went up one side, then I used only two of the lines that span the entire width of the character rather than 1/3 to 1/4th the width as in the Stone variant.

And that’s my brain power for today.

Ok! What I have at the moment (for casual text).

And a line from “The Jaguar and the Jaguarundi” as written in “Of Cabbages and Kings, Tales from Zinacantan”.

Ivay la ta be ta yak’ol bik’it nich (He slept by the road above Little Flower).

(I’ll add more details about my ideas and opinions sometime later…But I will say, doing this makes me wonder how Hangul, Davangari, Dravidian, etc alphabets are written in a school setting. So I may need to make a few inquiries).

By accident really. I found a book called “Of Cabbages and Kings, Tales from Zinacantan”, and was able to decode a lot from both what little was explained in the book, and deducing from what I had learned from Cherokee. Then there was a web site called Sk’op Sotz’leb which went into more detail and had some pronunciations. After a few years I had gotten my hands on “The Great Tzotzil Dictionary of San Lorenzo Zinacantan” (And to this day it is my all time favorite translating dictionary. So much so that Robert M. Luaghlin is one of a very few people I revere).

It was kind of odd, as when I first started learning the language, I wasn’t that keen into it. Heck, I really didn’t like Cherokee all that well either. I found many Algonquian and Siouan languages to be far more prettier, but I actually found really good references for Tzotzil here…In this backward hillbilly hole in the ground, 😶 , and Cherokee through a mail order company. Anyway, the more I learned about the Tzotzil language, the more interesting it became, and the more I wanted to learn it.

Granted, I was never going to be fluent (just don’t live in that kind of area), but I did surprise the only person I ever talked with who knew the language. So I didn’t do all that bad. (The area I had the most difficulty with were the numbers, and that guy helped me to understand them. Actually, he helped me a lot. Tzotzil seems to count backwards after 20, but when you translate the words, it makes more sense. Jun scha’vinik = 21, but cha’vinik = 40. Which my mind always thought jun scha’vinik as 41, but once I learned to “translate” the numbers, jun scha’vinik : jun (one) s (3rd person possessive) cha’ (two) vinik (man). “One [digit] of the second man” thus 21, as 20 is all the digits of the first man, and now we’re counting the next digits of the next man).

Anyway, I can’t get too descriptive. 24 years of a bad marriage, chronic pains, and dealing with some really harsh health issues, my mind is pretty darn wrecked, but I am hoping I can at least pull off some feats before it gets worse, HAH!

Kosher! I found the Mayan Hieroglyphics Database and just a little digging around I can see that my thinking on this is not that far fetched as I had felt.

So how I was planning on standardizing the embedding of sounds is Mayan, and that is what I will stick with. Preceding sound is embedded within the succeding sound. (IE initial sound is embedded within the final sound). (That is lu+ku will be pronounced as kul, and chi+k’in will be k’ich and not chik’in or chik’).

However, I don’t have any plans on writing similar to how k’inich is written, with the middle sound being under the embedding sounds like in the picture.

Might add this image at least til I can elaborate more on it. These are some characters I modified for the glottalized consonants k’, t’, p’, ch’, and tz’. Since a lot of these are not known from classical Mayan texts, I’ve embedded the characters k’in, ch’a, t’u, pa, and a small part of tz’a into the vowels a, e, i, o, u. Now, I may remove some of these (as Tzotzil doesn’t have that many words with t’, and there are other ways/rules of writing them, but for the moment it’s what I have).

In the above image, you’ll see there are two characters for the sound ch’u, that’s because the first set (main sign & affix) are following my rules, u embedded with ch’a. The second set are the more likely candidates to be used as those characters…erm…Don’t know the appropriate term to use, but they are a huge part of the religious speech of both Mayan classical and Catholic present. K’ul (yucatec, Lacanton, etc), something like holy, sacred, spirit, etc, which is ch’ul as well in other dialects (Ch’ol, Tzotzil, Tzeltal, etc).

Oof! Good luck. I gave up most years because they’re such a nuisance. I did have small luck with vinigar and peppermint, but only very small.

Also, grasshoppers…holy halibuts, batman! I’ve never seen something sheer gourds to nothing like this year. So even trying gourds to deal with the squash bugs didn’t work.

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Made another batch, this time anise flavored, and I used a cookie sheet so I can rest my pained body.

There was a slight problem with this batch. It came out more chalky, but I’m wagering it was because I cut down on the sugar by a lot. (Not enough elasticity/moisture/whatever to keep it sticky while cooking).

There are very very few entertainers that have ever choked me up, but damn Richard Simmons and Newhart are definitely on that list. Rest well.

Well good luck when you do, 👍.

My helper (Dot) wishes you good luck, too, 😁

it looks intimidating

It started out that way, heh, and I still have issues with figuring out the best fabrics (Which are a huuuuuuge part of getting it right, heH< (KITTY IS trying to help me type, HAH), but after that 6firstr bad experiments, it got easier7 (I’m going to leave his typings in this, HAH), 3wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww7y buy hen…but oddly enough, I seem to have an easy time with odd things like this…SR55tam q…Same with knitting, I’ve come up with quite a few of my own little sTItches. HAH!

me to my kitten. “Ok, Ok, Ok, I’llgive you some attention, boy”

yep! Tried to leave back in 2017, but couldn’t find a job, then screwed up by pushing myself to work electrical full time. If I hadn’t torn myself up doing furniture delivery in 2000-2002, I would definitely be gone. So…damn…sore…Oof! And to top that off, when she finally let me use money for a doctor in 21, the meds messed up my stomach, and I’m so god damned dizzy as well.