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I used to use two different surface pro 5s with linux surface kernel arch and KDE. The first one worked really well even with pen input and I really liked the form factor, after this device got stolen I bought another surface 5pro but this time I could not get pen input to work properly. You just run into weird bugs with these deices. Pen input worked with some hacking but then later it didnt work again. If you catch a device that works its really nice if not you loose some functionality
Hi I am on 4 Months of HRT and have had a lot of similar feelings. I feel like for me the first and second point of yours, at least for me, are inherently linked.
When I still had Testosterone in my system and my sex drive activated my physical body got actual satisfaction of topping people which was why I didn’t really mind it. I didn’t especially like it but when my partner wanted it or I was very horny it was still a way to recieve some pleasure I guess.
When I started HRT suddenly this biological satisfaction was mostly gone and I found myself not enjoying topping anymore. I spoke to a friend about it and they mentioned dissociation, which when I started talking about how I used to experience sex when topping with T in my system, it more and more started sounding like dissociation. At one point I realized that when I was topping I was giving away conscious control of my body cause I felt uncomfortable with it, my actual feelings were disconnected from what my body felt. My body got “some” amount of pleasure and I could give my partner pleasure so I used to cope with it thinking it wasn’t all bad but reflecting it was never good for me.
As for surgery even if the first two points are true it does not mean that you have to get bottom surgery. Your life is not all about sex and sex isn’t all about penetrating or getting penetrated, try out some stuff , experiment learn how you can feel your body and how you feel in your body.
Whichever path you choose I hope you will feel better with your body
Diinki is great! I really love theri editing style and outfits. Also the non linux/tech videos I find to be cool as well
No seriously I really enjoy smallweb and minimalistic web design. Even the weird experimental webenginges I use have no issue with your website and it is blazing fast as it should be. Fuck Javascript. Anyone who diverges from the ancient scriptures of html and css I consider as a sinner
As I have been surfing your site for quite a bit lately thank you really much for creating such a nice and enjoyable way to consume your media coherently!
Hab den Thread jetzt auch gelesen und finde das du die Situation etwas missrepeäsentierst. Ich glaube das Problem fängt mit folgenden Austausch an
u/luthis Go Iran! Fuck em up! …never thought I would be cheering for Iran. Broken clocks I guess u/Einhorn Why the fuck would you cheer for civilian victims? Sicko. u/atzanteol It’s amazing how quickly leftists support was crimes so long as the victims are “the right people”. u/Einhorn Must be “”“anti-zionism”“” again.
Das Problem was hier entsteht das Diesen Benutzer vorgeworfen wird ein “leftist” zu sein ohne jegliche indizien. Ich habe mir den Account mal etwas genauer Angeschaut und konnte keine große politisierung feststellen. In den seltenen fällen das “politische” Meinungen von der Person gepostet wurde wurde es nicht radikaler als ein Hitler bad was ich jetzt nicht so wirklich links finde sondern eher Menschenverstand
das du dann auf den Kommentar von u/atzanteo mit
Must be “”“anti-zionism”“” again.
geantwortet hast hat den “hate” gegen dich dann ausgelöst. Sich selbst als links wahrnemende palistinasolidarische Menschen fühlen sich angegriffen da ihre “linke Szene” mal wieder als Antisemitische linke deffamiert wird und somit auch oft deren linke Identität abgesprochen wird. Weil eine Person über deren politische Einstellung man nichts weiß in ein linkes propali Lager geschoben wird, nur um dann die gesamte Antizionistische bewegung als Antisemitsch darzustellen.
Ein finde ich besserer weg mit dieser Situation umzugehen wäre gewesen. Klar zu bennen das diese Person offensichtlich nicht stark links politisiert ist und die zuschreibung einer linken Szene Identität falsch ist.
Noch deutlich konstruktiver hätte ich es gefunden die u/luthis darauf aufmerksam zu machen das Nationalstaaten keine Fußballteams sind die angefeuert werden sollten und das man sich mit Zivilbevölkerungen solidarisieren sollte da Nationalstaaten generell abzulehnen sind.
Great set! Tons and tons of tunes
Hoax is great though I like the instrumental a little more, I usually dont really like vocals in Tracks but the flow on it is really nice.
Venom feels nice from the energy and feels like it has lots of good looppoints. Thanks for the rec
thanks for the links
I have had trouble finding more of NINAs stuff as her name is pretty generic. I only found some older more techno like tracks on YT can you send me some links
Fun song kinda feels whimsical, I should listen to it when I bike to work
Second track is just straight up murder, first track is a little silly but not too much. Thank you for posting recs my bank account will not be happy
The Polyecho track goes nice! Thank you for the recommendation
Thank you for creating content! More media, more Fun.















You could have just kept Ireland as it is now