I know dysphoria, but not for voice. I didn’t even realize voice training was a thing until after I started HRT. I’m really kind of embarrassed that I could’ve overlooked such an obvious thing for so many years. Rather than dysphoria I had something more like anxiety or terror with the realization that I hadn’t considered such a monumental task. I had a deep hillbilly voice. How could that possibly ever change? However, once I started watching some videos and getting the basics it all started to click. I believe singing helps a lot too.

Women (well, feminine voices) tend to enunciate more clearly than men. Your partner may have an easier time deciphering your voice on that account. Showing them that video of AlsoAshley I posted earlier may also allay your partners fears.

I’ve told myself that I’d flip masculine if I ever felt uneasy around someone, but so far I’ve only kinda bent masculine. Granted, I’m reclusive so I don’t interact with many others. People often change or at least bend their voice and accent to accommodate others, sometimes unknowingly. I’ve heard people come back from a week long trip in the southern US with a tinge of southern accent. In fact, I’ve read that vocal fry (from females, in some instances) is an attempt at emulating a deeper voice to fit in with the boys or gain respect.

Is it accurate in your experience?

I’ve not had professional voice training or anyone else that I trust to evaluate my progress. I can only say that the content of its report seems to accurately reflect changes that I induce. The included examples also appear to reflect its accuracy. Granted, that’s all still terribly subjective.

I used it as a sort of video game whereby I’d shoot for the “highest score” (pitch and resonance) just to explore that sensation… not with the intention of using those parameters for casual speech. My thought was that if I pushed the pendulum past the point where I wanted it to be in practice then I would land in the correct parameters during casual use.

I (think I) found that pushing to maximum pitch and resonance teaches one to change their oral and laryngeal posture to more accurately perform feminine speech… not just pitch and resonance, but also accent. That’s where your 50:50 comes in. I believe 50:50 can easily be femme with the proper accent.

I think it also plumb wrecked my hillbilly accent… and I’m fine with that.

https://acousticgender.space/

That page will report your pitch and resonance. I used voice tools quite a bit before finding this. Granted, this is a bit more fiddly to use. I’ve not used it in a few years because the last time I did the server wouldn’t return results, but yesterdays attempt was successful. I might start using it again since you reminded me. So, thanks for that!

I hope you come to find training enjoyable. Somehow voice is one of the more affirming things I’ve undertaken. The ability to slam your voice back and forth between masculine and feminine is kinda fun too!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stJUuDqpO_Q

That sounds like a supernumerary rainbow.

gasp there’s a transformer in the electrical bathroom!

Etymology
when looking for the origin of a word.

“color temperature” makes more sense if you think of it as hot iron - red hot iron is cooler than white (blue) hot. People usually think of red fire and blue ice though.

Places that people coalesce other than work or home. A bar, a church, sport stadium, a park.

and the girl on the right is Roseanne Bar. Who’s in the middle?

https://yacy.net/