I was diagnosed as “woman” for many, many years. I was always cold, tired, easily fatigued, depressed, and got nothing but SSRIs / antipsychotics / anxiety meds / etc. prescribed, because no doctor believed anything was wrong and I was told it’s normal to need a cane to walk since I was 23.

Then one day I had a seizure and developed widespread nerve damage in 3 months, and suddenly I was taken very seriously, got a diagnosis for a degenerative nerve condition, and put on treatment for it. Unfortunately, we found out that I can’t absorb the necessary medication orally at all, so I have to do injections of it for the rest of my life… so of course, my doctors keep taking away my prescription for the injections and putting me back on the pills that we know don’t work. I’m so tired.

I wish cannabis withdrawal was that easy for me. I had to get through 2-3 weeks of intense nausea, anxiety, and insomnia when I stopped using it. I’m sure having a massive tolerance didn’t help me though…

The US govt issued me a passport with the correct gender marker on it!

I WISH omg, I would kill to get a break from the endless suffering 😭

Yay 😊

😭

I’m too soft and sweet for things like that!

<3

(Also same kinda, I’m asexual but have an unusual kink, and explaining that kink is not sex to people gets weird)

But… But what if I don’t want to be tormented?

Literally me ;-; I just don’t know how to change it at this point.

Painfully real TT_TT