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Driving home from a family reunion thing with my partner today. We had a tire blow on the way out, so we’re sitting at the local walmart waiting for them to swap it out so we can limp home >.>

Driving on the highway is so fucking stressful, I really wish we had a train route or something between us.

It was a fun trip overall, but holy shit am I ready to be home and not have anything going on for a while ;-;

Disclaimer of things doctors tell me: adhd, depression/anxiety, BPD(i sorta disagree now) suspected autism, waiting on an eval.

I can relate to some extent. I tend to daydream a lot and get really sucked into the world or the lore or even imagining a specific scene from a story. So much so that I’d zone into it and just pace around the apartment. That and just doing stimmy stuff while pacing.

I also sort of run through dialogue in my head, and sometimes that “leaks” as me verbally saying a line a character would say, or repeating it with an altered tone, or doing a couple parts of a conversation.

When I worked at a gas station I got jumpscared a few times by coworkers or customers who came in when the door beeper was broken or I was doing dishes, and they seemed fairly creeped out, but I also might’ve just been panicking at being seen or heard so… I dunno.

I’ve heard the term maladaptive daydreaming used before, but I don’t think it’s an officially recognized term or anything. I feel like there was a more neutral term that meant “intense daydreaming” but I forget what it was >.<

Oh nice, I still play this with a few friends from time to time so this is great news :3

There’s a whole talent tree!

I dunno, it feels weird to have somebody act like the messages people send to support are supposed to result in good PR or some kind of benefit for them.

It isn’t a PR outlet. It’s definitely not a community run beta testing/bug report line. It’s meant to be a point of contact for people who are likely already upset. The hope is that they come out the other end less upset, not happy they had a problem that support could fix. There is no winning, you aim to break even.

Feels kinda like complaining that IT isn’t giving you tangible returns. They aren’t meant to. They exist to put out your fires and prevent more.

Bottom line for me is, I don’t trust you. I don’t care what you claim telemetry is for, I assume that you are like any other business and want to make as much money as is possible, and that’s all the data will be used for. Selling it to whoever is interested. Dynamic pricing. Etc.

Sorry, but that’s the world we live in.

Lol. Lmao even.

Hope the troll farms pay well.

You’re the one who brought up gaza.

Russia invaded. Russia is welcome to fuck off whenever they’re tired of throwing soldiers into the meat grinder. I have all the sympathy for the people in Ukraine who are fighting off Putin’s war of aggression.

Lastly, eat shit.

Yee this is how I discovered there’s an invisible ceiling eventually. But you can also climb high enough to ride on the trains in some areas so I forgive the max height, especially since its real fuckin far up.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/jeff-sovern-legal-fund

Ba’al clones himself at one point, so there’s at least 10 of him

I bet the wolf ring is hidden behind the toilet

I think the stat is for every 8 people we execute one is exonerated from death row.

That’s just not accurate enough for it to be a viable solution. Life in prison can at least be reversed if you get it wrong. If you kill somebody there are no take backs, and our legal system is too imperfect for permanent punishments.

Not great, to be honest. The apartment isn’t dirty, per say. It’s just very disorganized and some things don’t get done as often as I’d like.

For example, laundry sort of rotates between a clean and dirty pile. Folding is rare. Dishes get done before they get gross, but I find myself regularly realizing we’re out of forks or plates and having to wash some things so we have stuff for dinner, or needing to restack dishes so we actually have one side of the sink open to use.

Longer term stuff like vacuuming or dusting really only happens when we expect company, or an inspection.

It’s all just sort of exhausting…

Agreed, especially when the actual reactor looks so neat.

Ah, fair enough :)

https://queerdoc.com/funding-trans-healthcare-money-for-gender-care/ This is a list of orgs you could donate to that do that kind of work.

I’d have to pick sekiro to delete. Not that I don’t love it, but I’m too attached to all the mainline souls games. Also it doesn’t have pvp and I’m a little invasion gremlin.

That and if we delete dark souls 1 we wont be able to play the remastest edition with bonus halo content and this hurts my heart.

That’s basically the crux of the accusations. Valve says it’s only for steam keys, other devs say they’ve been told not to sell their game for less elsewhere, even if they don’t include a steam key. I guess we’ll see as the case continues.

Making the poverty trap even worse.

For those unaware, medicaid has an income cap. If you make too much you lose insurance. Now there’s a work minimum, so you’d better hope you can hit the required hours, without going over the income limit. Gotta fucking thread the needle, AND make sure you report that information to the govt every single month, and if they lose a letter or make a mistake, I guarantee they’ll take away your insurance first and ask questions later.

And now they’re further reducing what level of sickness would exempt you from that shitty requirement, because if you aren’t actively dying or writhing in pain then you’re probably fine…

Healthcare is/should be a fucking human right, I hate this shit.

I’m ex-mormon. They firmly consider themselves christian. They believe in Christ as a savior who died for our sins, etc etc, where a lot of sects considered non-christian see him as a prophet, not a savior/divine entity. There are a lot of arguments about the trinity and if considering christ a separate being still counts, but in the simplest sense, they kinda are christian. The bar shifts depending on who you ask though.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christianity The section on the trinity is an interesting read.

Though I should make it clear, I don’t believe in any god. It’s all wishful thinking to me.