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  • applebuschtoTrans MemesBoobs
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    2 hours ago

    If this were an option I would be so down. I can’t imagine it working well at all aesthetically or practically or even theoretically, but it would be so damn convenient if it magically worked.



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    I always pictured myself as the girl too. I tended to repress it because I didn’t want to do anything “gay” even when completely alone masturbating. Lesbian porn never really did it for me, even though now I think of myself more as a lesbian even though I’m bi. It was always way too performative and male gaze for me, when all I wanted to see was horny women getting each other off because they wanted to. It was all very confusing back then but now I know I really wanted to be the girl, but I have a penis so I felt like it didn’t really fit. Trans porn was even more performative and for the male gaze, and I didn’t want to look like a bimbo like a lot of the trans women in porn end up looking, so while I found trans porn really hot I never really identified that I wanted to be them. Gender and sex are so fucking complicated.



  • Yeah I was only talking about in the context of LLMs, which honestly don’t feel like the best use of machine learning to me. Real scientists and engineers using machine learning to create efficient heuristics to solve real bounded problems, and actually verifying the output through conventional means, is incredibly powerful. There’s still a lot of overhyped bullshit out there outside the LLM chatbot space, but the point stands that any machine learning algorithm should have its training data carefully curated. The techbro strategy of throwing more nodes and random data at an LLM hoping it will magically hit some exponential threshold of performance is stupid.


  • Well no I wouldn’t. Not because I think piracy is wrong, yo ho ho. Not because I think machine learning is completely worthless. Because garbage in garbage out. The vast majority of humanity’s written works is contradictory, utilizes flawed logic, is based on flawed information and data, is intentionally misleading, or an outright fabrication. Even with trustworthy work there’s so much assumed context it could easily be misinterpreted or indecipherable. Failing to curate training data is just asking for bullshit.




  • I’m the same, I always knew something was wrong but could never figure out what it was. I’m also bi and have ADHD, and didn’t really have the framework to understand any of what I was going through as a kid, so I ended up with like 5 layers of masking with my gender identity at the bottom. I didn’t realize I was trans until after I accepted my ADHD and got it diagnosed and medicated, accepted I’m bi despite my feelings towards men (messy complex negative feelings), accepted being autistic and really understood what autism is, and finally realized I’m trans on an acid trip in my 30s. There were so many times when, in hindsight, I know what I was feeling was gender dysphoria, but in the moment there was no way for me to identify it so I just felt like shit and didn’t know why. But yeah I barely remember my childhood outside a few major events and the general vibe. Part of me doesn’t want to remember.










  • applebuschtoFemcel Memesit would do like so much trust me
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    3 days ago

    Yo same. I never thought I could feel good about my appearance until I started working toward the me I find attractive. It’s not the standard by any means, I’m ending up with a more emo/alt style, but it makes me feel so good to look in the mirror and like what I see.